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Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
“Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head. Trying to eat me, trying to feed me lies until I’m dead.”
Hayley Kiyoko, “Demons”
Dear diary…
I try to be here for people…
I try to be enough…
But… I’m always a disappointment.
I always ruin everything…
And when I try to help, I only make everything worse.
I’m useless. I’m worthless.
I’m never good enough.
I will never be good enough…
sasha-the-dumb-deactivated20220:
DAYUM YOU’RE ALL HORNY FOR THIS POST EHY IS THERE SO MANY PEOPLE REBLOGGING
I’m a fuck up
I don’t know why I bothered staying alive so long to be honest.
“It’s all in your head” yeah that’s kind of the entire problem innit
I just want to leave like I never existed.
I don’t want anyone to remember me,
I don’t want to hurt anyone.
I can feel everyone getting sick of me, and to be honest I don’t blame them, I’m pretty sick of myself at this point.
I swear I’m not a person anymore. I don’t laugh, I don’t feel joy or satisfaction or anything even remotely positive. I find sadness in literally everything. It’s like my brain isn’t capable of processing the good stuff anymore. I feel pain. I am pain. There’s nothing else. I don’t even have a personality anymore. All I am is pain.
Sometimes I want to just cry, but I’m so tired of constantly feeling so upset.